My Father Said These Two Words to Me Right Before He Died

<p>I snatch the car keys and make my way to the front door. It&rsquo;s the beginning of my senior year and I&rsquo;m anxious to get to an all-important high school party. Life is good.</p> <p>I grab the door handle to exit our living room.</p> <p>I&rsquo;m startled by my Mother who&rsquo;s arriving home.</p> <blockquote> <p>&ldquo;I&rsquo;ve got a surprise for you,&rdquo; she says.</p> </blockquote> <p>I&rsquo;m in disbelief as my eyes catch sight of the person she&rsquo;s with. My heart and every part of me rejects the news my Mother is delivering. I&rsquo;m too upset to say anything.</p> <p><strong>This can&rsquo;t be real.</strong></p> <p>My Father is not moving back home.</p> <p><em>I don&rsquo;t remember what words we exchange next.</em></p> <p>I feel only fight or flight. Get me out of here. I rapidly flee the comfort of my now uncomfortable childhood home. Absolutely everything about my parents standing together on our front porch feels unnatural.</p> <p>I drive a few miles to my friend&rsquo;s house.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/the-memoirist/my-father-said-these-two-words-to-me-right-before-he-died-151261a6a828">Read More</a></p>