I have been meditating every day for more than a year. Without a fail everyday I come to my meditation pillow.
Some days I am more eager, some days I don’t feel like it at all. Some days I am in a rush, some days I have plenty of time and go beyond my usual 30 minutes. Some days I feel really connected, at other times I am quite anxious.
But it doesn’t matter, I am committed.
Meditation hasn’t failed me either. There wasn’t yet a time when I meditated and felt like I shouldn’t have. I always feel calmer and more focused afterwards.