My Midlife Crisis Theater Break

<p>Today I joined a community theater group for the first time in my life. I have always been a fan of films, in fact, one of my first dreams was to be a movie star. When I grew older and realized I was not attractive enough for the big screen, I didn&rsquo;t pursue acting or even bother to take a class. I gave up on that dream.</p> <p>I always had big dreams but I would also get disappointed easily after being diagnosed with depression at the age of eighteen. The good things in life were not meant for me, well so I thought, for a long time. Now, I am older and I realize that whatever inhibitions I had when I was young have gone. I don&rsquo;t get embarrassed anymore.</p> <p>I compared myself today with a middle-aged man who buys a new convertible or gets a wig to cover a bald spot. Everyone can tell it&rsquo;s a wig but all embarrassment has been thrown out the window (which I&rsquo;m sure many of his friends would like to do with the wig that looks more like a Walmart bath mat than hair.)</p> <p>Then I remembered that I&rsquo;m middle-aged too. I&rsquo;ve been middle-aged for a while and hadn&rsquo;t even realized. I wear leggings and sneakers when I have no intention to exercise, I get upset when I see younger people not wearing coats and yes I have joined a community theater group when I&rsquo;ve never done any acting before.</p> <p>The production will be the Addams Family; fully equipped with an eight-piece orchestra band, professional singing tutors, and dance choreographers, and a set that&rsquo;s to die for. Well, Morticia can only hope.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/bouncin-and-behavin-blogs/my-midlife-crisis-theater-break-70b5721e97d7"><strong>Read More</strong></a></p>
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