The Ending Things

I would bawl my eyes out of the blue when I heard the words die and death mentioned on their lips. It can be tempting to give up and say, “I want to die!” every time the world teases you with unpleasant tasks and situation. I wondered how much suffering and misery you have been through. I could not understand your pain in some degrees, no one does either. I feel profoundly that sometimes my sensitivity tears my mind. I found you in my thoughts for a relatively long period filled with the ending scene. Not because of the separation that would come in, but there is when all memory that we made in this world is ready to disappear. One side mourns and longs, and another is heavenly on the other realm to be forgotten and remembered by times. I can discern how you might feel exhausted on this mortal plane with nowhere to go and stuck in a circle of agony, soul sleep, and darkness. Everything seems in contrast with what you want. It can be hard to live a life you are dissatisfied with. The world feels against you day after day, moment to moment. No matter what direction you are staring at, they seem acutely blurry. You get lost colorless pathetically in dry sand, fragile and pale. The idea of saying goodbye to all creatures echoes in your head and invades all the goodness in your mind. The hopes closed one by one, turning into a pill of frustration. The tea does not taste sweet again. The sun is like a burning fire over your shoulder whenever you step outside. It gives you no more sense of warmth. This carries you a reality that you can never change the world in a split second thus in this state all out you try to escape. <a href="https://holyifa.medium.com/the-ending-things-ff28a3ca1686">Visit Now</a>