I Smoked Too Much Weed For My Own Good

<p>Ahit of weed is sounding really good right now. I had a long day. Boring, mostly, sitting for six hours straight in a workshop listening, when really I wanted to be writing or working &mdash;&nbsp;<em>something</em>&nbsp;to make me feel productive. Then I had to spend time nagging my teens about schoolwork. To top that off, my husband and I had a spat while we walked the dogs, and we&rsquo;re fine now,&nbsp;<em>but still</em>.&nbsp;It was a day of low grade stressors in a painfully slow progression.</p> <p>I&rsquo;m not depressed, at least not today, but I long to feel&nbsp;<em>better</em>. I want more than fine; I want&nbsp;<em>good.&nbsp;</em>If it was six months ago, I&rsquo;d be writing this high. I&rsquo;d have taken that toke or nibbled that edible. And I&rsquo;d have regretted it almost immediately.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/ellemeno/i-smoked-too-much-weed-for-my-own-good-7633d5328bd9"><strong>Read More</strong></a></p>
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