When Losing Turns Out to Be a Gift
<p>I’m not going to lie.</p>
<p>When my son revealed late last summer that he intended to join his middle school’s track team in sixth grade — his foray into extracurricular athletics, the news sparked an intoxicating mixture of glee, anticipation, and nostalgia deep within my gut.</p>
<p><em>Could it be? Could Sam </em>really <em>become a runner, like me, his father, and his grandfather before him?</em></p>
<p>Let’s be real: Who <em>wouldn’t</em> be stoked about the prospect of their firstborn following in her footsteps? I absolutely loved running. I still do. Having long jumped and sprinted since age 11 — the same age my son is right now, the mere act of lacing up my spikes had become my refuge and, in many ways, my identity.</p>
<p>I’m 46 now. But when I close my eyes and summon the memories of countless regional and invitational meets to the forefront of my mind, I still–<em>still</em>–become rife with emotion. Few activities have had such an impact on my psyche since I stopped running competitively in my early 30s.</p>
<p>I was quick to temper my expectation with a level head, however.</p>
<p>I cautioned myself not to set off down the enticing path of vicariousness: Running was what <em>I </em>did. But Sam’s journey didn’t have to mimic mine. I would love and accept him, regardless. I needed him to know this. But I also needed him to understand that a sedentary life isn’t a healthy one. Sam and I share some striking similarities — we’re quiet empaths who can devour a novel in a day’s time, but we’re also glaringly different in other ways.</p>
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