It’s Going to be Better Than Okay

<h2>Over the last four years, anxiety and panic have become my closest friends.</h2> For nearly 50 years, I was getting along just fine. I went from having a rough childhood to being a super broke but happy college student, to having an awesome marriage that produced four beautiful children and a treasure chest full of memories. Then most recently, the last four years were a constant battle of fighting back feelings of dread. <blockquote> Fortunately or unfortunately, I have been known to be quite psychic over the years, blasted with premonitions when I least expect them. </blockquote> One day five years ago, as we were enjoying life on our deck, wine in hand, children on the swing set, that big gruff of a monster, Premonition, hit me hard right through my chest. It felt so physical. It sucked the wind out of my throat, pulling it upward and it flew right through my head. It whispered loudly, “Things have been perfectly perfect for far too long. Brace yourself. The winds of change are coming and you will be swept up with them. It’s going to get hard.” <a href="https://medium.com/@amyannan7/its-going-to-be-better-than-okay-5e2ee868be69">Visit Now</a>