Things are expensive.

<p>I&rsquo;m sitting in a coffee shop by my workplace and having an existential panic.</p> <p>I&rsquo;ve never had an actual anxiety attack, not the kind where your body shuts down and you can&rsquo;t breathe and feel like you&rsquo;re going to die, but there is a certain hammering in my chest and a quickness of breath that has me feeling like I&rsquo;m about to come pretty close to it. I feel as though I&rsquo;m drowning and there&rsquo;s nothing that I can grasp onto for more than a few moments. Everyone around me is chatting over cups of coffee and sandwiches. I want to grab them and shake them by the shoulders and scream.</p> <p>I was going to come up with a theme for this week but actually, I just need to get some words down. Fuck, this is terrifying. Everything is so expensive and I have no idea how I&rsquo;m going to make it in this city on my own. Fuck.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/@freddieornot/things-are-expensive-3b1bece94894"><strong>Click Here</strong></a></p>