Things are expensive.
<p>I’m sitting in a coffee shop by my workplace and having an existential panic.</p>
<p>I’ve never had an actual anxiety attack, not the kind where your body shuts down and you can’t breathe and feel like you’re going to die, but there is a certain hammering in my chest and a quickness of breath that has me feeling like I’m about to come pretty close to it. I feel as though I’m drowning and there’s nothing that I can grasp onto for more than a few moments. Everyone around me is chatting over cups of coffee and sandwiches. I want to grab them and shake them by the shoulders and scream.</p>
<p>I was going to come up with a theme for this week but actually, I just need to get some words down. Fuck, this is terrifying. Everything is so expensive and I have no idea how I’m going to make it in this city on my own. Fuck.</p>
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