In order to communicate my experiences, my life, it would be much easier to use this historical, traditional, pre-fabricated memetic structure, that world we have somehow found ourselves in, that symbolic universe that we share.
But is much as I tried, as much as I tried to fall asleep by drinking strong black coffee, to go to the roof by climbing down a ladder, to bounce that egg, these inherited mystical & esoteric thoughts and concepts never really fit, mapped correctly on my lived experience, completely explained the new life that was growing within me, the life I became.