Performative Grief Drives Me Absolutely Insane
<p>I’ve known people in my respective work, school, or other communities who have died recently. Two colleagues I worked very closely with died in the past year. It is very tragic, but I’ve never been the closest person to them. I wouldn’t have considered them in my circle of close friends.</p>
<p>And so I never felt like it was appropriate to make a social media post or grieve too publicly. I’ve never been one to show my emotions of grief that publicly (even if I write publicly about it), but I have not had close friends or immediate family die yet. As such, I contacted a couple friends and talked to my therapist about how sad I was the person died. I attended the funeral services.</p>
<p>But making a social media post never crossed my mind. I may have shared something I saw with no caption. But I wouldn’t pretend to have been like family or best friends with the person because I was not.</p>
<p>It’s not that I don’t mourn these friends, colleagues, and classmates. I don’t want to seem insensitive by seeming like I’m just going about my life on social media.</p>
<p>In these situations where those who passed far too soon weren’t my closest friends or weren’t family, I just don’t think it’s my place.</p>
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