Performative Grief Drives Me Absolutely Insane

<p>I&rsquo;ve known people in my respective work, school, or other communities who have died recently. Two colleagues I worked very closely with died in the past year. It is very tragic, but I&rsquo;ve never been the closest person to them. I wouldn&rsquo;t have considered them in my circle of close friends.</p> <p>And so I never felt like it was appropriate to make a social media post or grieve too publicly. I&rsquo;ve never been one to show my emotions of grief that publicly (even if I write publicly about it), but I have not had close friends or immediate family die yet. As such, I contacted a couple friends and talked to my therapist about how sad I was the person died. I attended the funeral services.</p> <p>But making a social media post never crossed my mind. I may have shared something I saw with no caption. But I wouldn&rsquo;t pretend to have been like family or best friends with the person because I was not.</p> <p>It&rsquo;s not that I don&rsquo;t mourn these friends, colleagues, and classmates. I don&rsquo;t want to seem insensitive by seeming like I&rsquo;m just going about my life on social media.</p> <p>In these situations where those who passed far too soon weren&rsquo;t my closest friends or weren&rsquo;t family, I just don&rsquo;t think it&rsquo;s my place.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/invisible-illness/performative-grief-drives-me-absolutely-insane-7eb9775bd62a"><strong>Learn More</strong></a></p>
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