Love Unrequited: A Salutary Lesson

<p>I hovered, make-up clotting, watching the setting sun transform the West Village into a tawny Tuscan terrain, anticipating what was to come, and wondering, what if&mdash;</p> <p>A buzzer rang. My finger seemed to be on it.</p> <p>&ldquo;C&rsquo;mon up,&rdquo; he said, through the intercom.</p> <p>I glided north.</p> <p>&ldquo;Hi Annie,&rdquo; said the Most Beautiful Man I&rsquo;d Ever Met (MBM), standing at the open door. He wore khakis, a white T-shirt, Converse sneakers, and a mocking smile. I wore a trying-too-hard, silk, knock-off Prada frock that made me look as if I were taking part in a fashion show instead of a fiction- writing class.</p> <p>It was the final fiction-writing class of the term, being held in our teacher&rsquo;s apartment instead of the usual classroom.</p> <p>&ldquo;Beer or wine? Red or white?&rdquo; he said.</p> <p>I chose red, thinking it rendered me more sophisticated than boring, ubiquitous blanc.</p> <p>&ldquo;Oh, you like flowers?&rdquo; I said, staring at the Sweet Williams shooting out of every receptacle in his cluttered, book-encrusted apartment.</p> <p>He sighed. &ldquo;They sprout weed-like on the roof garden, despite all my attempts to kill them off.&rdquo;</p> <p>I hooted nervously to dispel the growing tension between us, then hurtled through to join my fellow writers.</p> <p>Holding forth was his old college friend Ira, an overweight, over-opinionated, and over-married lawyer, pontificating about Norman Mailer still being able to get it up when it came to writing.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/the-narrative-arc/love-unrequited-a-salutary-lesson-7d070f6c0072">Website</a></p>