When I reached 26k followers on Instagram and decided to delete my account

<p>It almost feels like it did not happen to me.</p> <p>It feels almost surreal to know that I was getting free flights, exhibitions, comissions, social status, newspaper articles, and so much attention in such a small country.</p> <p>Every single newspaper wanted to interview me. Pretty fast, I got recognized in the art scene in Latin America, and I liked it. Until I didn&rsquo;t.</p> <p>Once, a girl cried when she finally got the chance to meet me in person on one of my talks at the University of Costa Rica.</p> <h1>&ldquo;This is not the vibe&rdquo; I thought</h1> <blockquote> <p>Pursuing online external validation became my drug.</p> </blockquote> <p>My anxiety levels were way higher than usual. I constantly felt watched and observed everywhere I went because everybody recognized me and followed online.</p> <blockquote> <p>Cybernetic social status is our modern currency.</p> </blockquote> <p>I was obsessed with getting as much money as I could.</p> <p>I spent all my day thinking how to say, what to say, and when to say what I wanted to say.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/@yournativefriend/when-i-reached-26k-followers-on-instagram-and-decided-to-delete-my-account-cabc7a2bab9b"><strong>Click Here</strong></a></p>