Why I Love Rocks: Anhedonia, Animism, and Finding Strength in the Small Things

<p>When depression peaks, I can&rsquo;t remember what I enjoy.</p> <p>I can recall some of the fundamental aspects of my personality &mdash; reading and writing, making art and telling jokes, drinking coffee and wearing eyeliner &mdash; but I can&rsquo;t remember how these things&nbsp;<em>feel</em>, nor can I access the motivation to pursue them.</p> <p>The psycho-babble term for this is&nbsp;<a href="https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/320737" rel="noopener ugc nofollow" target="_blank"><em>anhedonia</em></a>, which is too pretty-sounding a word for what it means: the loss of the ability to derive pleasure from the things you once enjoyed. It&rsquo;s a common symptom in depressive disorders.</p> <p><a href="https://medium.com/@elizabethburnam/why-i-love-rocks-anhedonia-animism-and-finding-strength-in-the-small-things-aa4a3baea9f"><strong>Website</strong></a></p>